Not my cup of tea
I woke up today thinking nobody trusts anybody.
It is too bad it has to be this way, so I am not the only who struggle with trust.
I think it is human but few people admit it, they have to much pride in them.
My pride is there with me, of courts I am proud of being me, and without all the way’s I am it aint me no more.
Yesterday some one wanted me to answer on a public community site, my god are they really that interested of my life.
Because they do not even know me for real, I am sickened tired of the net world. Some faked up world that only make it when the hearts are blue, and people that feel blue want some little contact.
That is when things start being sick, because you believe it so much that you forgets about the real world outside the little net world.
Now I am just in there once and a while. And of courst it’s always fun to see how many dumb as people believe they have falling in love…without seeing me in real…Hm ha-ha it is a funny behaviour we people got there.
Why we fight is because I want the truth, and of courst, I get angry if I dislike what you tell me, it is my decisions if I want to stay with some one. Depends on what I asked for and what the answers lead to.
However, people do not understand that, all those who have something to hide always comes with attitude and want to make me shut up! Because they know somewhere, their behaviour is sick and wrong… They cannot stay with one at the time…and they want the cake so bad…They forget who is coming between their perverted dreams! It is also called cold not feeling for others just cear about them selves…and that is not me. Forget that shit…and that is why I can trust people anymore. They are all the same…where to find some one only that wants the same as me.