What a day
This is me the owner of the blog, I promised I would not show my self in picture but I changed my mind, everything spins round…I almost doesn’t know what day it is…
Had a huge panic attack yesterday and it almost kill me when I have those…hard for the one that stands beside? I do not try to escape my problems because I cannot its fucking obvious that they are in my life. So do not even say I do not know about them! I do not cear less about that figurant in my darker room. She will die if she approaches me in wrong way…just for you to know…mey seem a bit crazy for you people. However, I am just honest about my feels, habits, and life!
Carina the crazy as bitch for every one else but for me just a normal Carina with old habits and some whom that stand left inside me. That makes my anger and hatred come forth. I do not think anyone else can do anything about. I do not expect people to understand or stay for that matters this is I yes! I love you my darling no doubt about that. Every day away is like hell and today I am in better mood then yesterday because I will go to you!
Me the owner of the blog:)