New day for a week, my friend comes to visit me this weekend.
Interesting and fun we have not turned on for a while, but despite that, I try to feel better.
Today was Monday morning and nobody was wrong, I went to the home care and would clean up as usual, we left the bus and got off began walking at a brisk pace when my heart suddenly stops and turns double jump, this time turn it into one hundred and eighty, in all case, this time full of surprises it to stop, too.
I got a minor reprimand from my supervisor at the practice to look for hormone disruption Que.? Okay yes I’ve actually had the thought, and several special women referred to this phenomenon.
Thyroid hormone, yes the very thing that they tested on me last Christmas, when it proved too much thus overproduction.
It gave the referral and the next visit to the doctors, the values were moderate again, but now it’s like this every month slut.ca three months, this has been going on, my doctor, whose mind is completely inside the bronchitis he is stuck there, maybe there are more reasons, however, can say that everything he has checked except for what I came to visit for first.
So I’ve been to notch all the time having too much over-production of the hormone which is very common among women aged thirty, I was told today by a nurse. Brillijant that they say it now that it’s the practice and all, but better late one never, Levaxin have you tried it? No! I said do not be surprised either that I received medication for any other solid there is a reason right in front of the doctors, otherwise they quickly point me out to the investigation I have gone through.
Talk about sentencing in all sorts of agencies and health care, has been in mind for various reasons, so you can leave it on the stamp will be fast, sure, it may be the psyche that breaks down, I think that when things in your body starts messing .
I have never seen anything like this before of course I get worried, contributing to panic in turn.
But I got an invitation to call on physicians’ time tomorrow, will make it among everything else that day I am free, in addition to filling out papers to the insurance fund and mess with them, and paid the bills today.
Okay so I’ve reached some kind of common female hormone disorder in other words, but why not look at things that may be closer at hand as well, it’s bulking samples that also does what you have and not, samples which I took very few times when each visit, you have to have ten or referral says sour hags at the donation center? Okay when the situation is urgent then I guess for as they say at the health center where I live!
I feel much better today, began the first day of work practice.
Moreover, I come through without rapid heartbeat and shortness of breath, suddenly yesterday when the news was on TV they said it is a virus, which was lucky because otherwise I would have thought that there was something wrong with just me?
I know, but I just had a panic anxiety attack about the same time because everything looked as it did.
In addition, I have not been out in social work since I moved from Southern Sweden.
Moreover, to go home for a long time makes me a bit funny in public, though now I know that it is not so bad.
I was really happy today working for home care for the better, but certainly the one that gives me nothing new start, new foot into normal rhythm and mental activity.
We are a total of 31 people who say this service runs through LSS, as some might imagine when I go over the diagnosis Aspersers / Add so you know, I know said that my B-log would only contain poems mostly, I think it does.
Sometimes I can be surprising and invite people to an update of my day.
However, today I felt good, happy to write about when it adds something for others as well.
A B-log is to bring something not just about makeup, clothes and latest fashion in my age bother you, but not as much anymore, not for me anyway hunt less as before.
I dress for me what feels good and putting my make up for the fun but not always, before it was just to go and buy milk at the ICA to talk about change ha-ha wonder how it is that 40 year old ha-ha big soft trousers straggly hair and saying nothing. No, but this I will never get it, I know, in my family we refuse to grow old prematurely it is in the genes apart from her mom every grizzled and old before their time.
A little comedy there must be also said that everything is not as important anymore to the same extent as before, hell people can be gravity take me as I am like no other.
Categories: Livet Taggar:
Years have gone really fast for me.
I did not blink once
And torn between different instances
Without children and marriage
Trust which fails
And in turn leads to confusing
Fear leads Anxiety
And anxiety is as near death experience
All cases for me every time it occurs
It takes must of me
Sometimes I run across people
Just to not be alone
Addressing this is my therapy
Maybe for your second ridiculous
We are living an unhealthy life
Man flees into the worst
What may seem to be the worst
Maybe even the weakest
But we all have some way better or worse
We are all afraid of what will happen then
So we live life through rush hour traffic
And then we wonder why the heart stops
We take away from the bone marrow and then what
Never sit down and talk without violence solves everything
Talking about silly and demeaning things
Nobody wants it here I know
One can feel that I had a good life
It is tiring to always have to stand in defense
Perhaps for both one’s own stupidity
But also plagued with all others
Is it easy to change from the start it could continue as
In the end it is where I am
Habits are known to not work at the end
Living life in the anxiety that I feel now
No children and no trust
Must build up until it stops one days
This is a tribute
My body is saying stop with the marginal
Maybe I can manage change
Or fall asleep with the
Dreams have to stop knocking on the door
But I am still smiling and looking outwards
The demons have sat down for a while
The angels are whispering in the ears
But no sound comes up
Me is here and now
I have woken up slowly
The period of time or do not know
But I persist that it does not make things worse
Trying to relax and enjoy
Perhaps it is imagination that something is wrong
Or is it real
For me, it is they and it raises more than people expect
But I run and do not apologize for it
I love and care about the people I see who is here
It is you and you
I can only do my best
And right now, I write for smooth life
Have no desire to go to sleep without a number
Leaves no memory full regardless of when my time is there