Friday eavning!
Friday evening right now I’m sitting here in two minds, I stick out my nose.
Have just been at home and brought medicine, but want to try to stop limiting myself.
Now I’m sober and fully conscious, go past any old place health at drunk people. In any case I can not drink it is useless even if I had wanted, but that I can not to compromise as well. Anyone who believes that with everything I had and still fights do wrong, we are all different some are trying to escape from it by binge which I do not understand. When I once tried the only two glasses of red wine, I got down since the middle of the night I would up and collapses on the floor, for that reason I’ll take it easy little offense well.
But then one is not directly used to it and the gym is closed, plus I like the company of people with experience if I’m going there.
Sounds silly perhaps, but since I have it in the family here so we know more what is good and no, the medication is clearly good for me I know, but from the standpoint that this whole uproar restriction still comes into force is more a well- pronounced now, and say to hell, but now you have to do things! Little you saying that you have ever hit the wall so that I and some others with me, say it now and try to strong medication that is needed in some cases to make things so superbly lively.
Anyone who says it to me to even get something in my head then I’m tethered to force them to electric shocks, only then understand them as I go through, just as many more just that I have not had a way to turn to, none of them closer than my dear friend who comes close to the kind of panic anxiety that I have.
Aggressive panic anxiety is not fucking easy, it has been in the picture all the time just that it was weak and barely mention offense for me, because then I drank it away yes I did.
But each stronger and more tangible in the end one can not escape but must face the facts it will close by storm rose.