Forget about the problems
I try to look straight but I know my wrongs for sure
This lies and untrue stories have to stop…
I cannot handle this anymore, and people may think me being paranoid
Go ahead think what you think; at least I know I love my darling.
I love him to much that it suffocate us both, I strangle the truth from coming out.
Because I want to hear it my way, so then I can run off whiteout getting hurt.
However, in the end I get hurted and sicken tired of this shit all the time.
Do not give me some good advices I know my wrongs and my mistakes.
I keep them to myself anyway, and you can listen if you want to, or try to speak me the right way.
But propibly ain`t you the right one to speak to do right things always, I think you have a hard time explain even your own falls and wrongs, but you wont admit them, you don’t think I am worth answer for, you write about that people don’t need to ask you something you wont tell anyway…well if you say and write it will become unsure answers back.
I guess this blog will be different from what I wrote before; I do not write it so you people can judge me.
Because this is only words written by me, and I talking true about what I feel, where I stand.
I hate to feel like a coward person that has to sit quiet, because you want me to be that way.
Even if I love somebody, they all want to change me, from what they like to have in front of them.
I am nothing of what you people made up in your minds, I am me Carina and no one else can change that, and if you think I talk about the same things all the time, fuck off I do it cause you people seem to forget what I told you last time, to get heard by people I have to tell the same damn thing again and again!
