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oktober 3rd, 2009 Inga kommentarer

Missbrukarpersonlighet

Jag tycker… att för många skäms över sitt missbruk i dagens samhälle.

Men missbruk kan stå för mycket inte enbart av alkohol och beroenden av kemikaliska droger.

Missbrukarpersonligheten är inte ett virus som går att bota.

Som med en del sjukdomar så går det att bota och bli fri från.

Men en missbrukarpersonlighet är genetiskt och det är klassat som en sjukdom.

Jag tror inte att man kan bota alla sjukdomar, att vara missbrukare försvinner aldrig.

Det finns där latent i kroppen för alltid, men du kan alltid bli bättre och försöka nå en tillfriskning.

Många pratar om att vem som helst kan bli beroende, och sedan tillfriskna från det och aldrig mera känna sug alls.

Det finns framtaget att procentuellt så är det de med genetiskt påbrå av missbruk som faller först, även om enstaka fall anses vara sådana som aldrig haft det i sin släkt.

Jag har rätt starka åsikter som sticker folk i ögonen, det brukar vara svårt att rubba mig när jag väl bestämmer mig för att yppa mina åsikter, har egna erfarenheter men även pratat med kunniga personer inom ett område.

För att tillfriskna från sitt missbruk gäller det främst att sträva efter det, men du måste också avstå från all kontakt som innebär drog relaterade miljöer, vilket är det svåraste eftersom man drar sig till dem som själva har erfarenhet.

Det jag blir irriterad på i samhället är att all kopplar missbrukarpersonligheter, med alkohol eller andra kemikaliska droger.

Ett missbruk innebär att hela ditt liv kretsar till att få det där ruset av något du känner att du inte kan vara utan, man avskärmar sig från familj och vänner samt försätter sig själv i ett destruktivt läge då är man missbrukare.

Och missbrukarpersonlighet har vi mängder i landet med olika beroenden allt från mat till sex, alkohol och listan kan bli väldigt lång.

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Efter svar ingen återvändo

oktober 1st, 2009 Inga kommentarer


Jag kan inte blunda längre

Hur får jag svar om hjärtat håller käften

Hur får jag mina svar om dom vägrar komma fram

Själv står jag med tårarna rinnande ned för kinden

Vilken drömvärld lever jag

Jag vill inte öppna ögonen för att göra det så här

Men måste veta nu och inte sen

Kasta skiten över mig för att jag nyfiket undrar

Kasta skiten över mig att min mardröm må vara patetisk

Jag släpper inte taget förens svar har kommit min väg

Hur mycket jag en kommer att frukta

Hur mycket jag en kommer att sparka bak ut

På den långa vägen ska alla få vandra en gång

För som man gör mot andra får man tillbaks

Och jag har verkligen lärt mig den läxa

Det svarta hjärta som brinner ensam

För att ärligheten aldrig kom fram

Man lovade och svor med ögon kontakt

Men inget kan någonsin tas förgivet

Och det är just därför jag alltid är på min vakt

En dag får jag reda på sanningen

Och den dagen vänder jag bara och går

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The weakness

oktober 1st, 2009 Inga kommentarer

Blame it on the love

Blame it on the lust

Blame it on you

Blame it on the power above

Blame it on my weakness

It has to be a good love

It has to be a nice lust

You has to be best what so evor

It has to be the strongest power

It has to be bigest weakness

This love must be good

This lust must be above everything else

You must be incredible true

This must be the greates power

This must be the worst weakness

The love hurts

The lust is nice

You are my weakness

The power is taking me all the time

The weakness makes me feel ill

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To you some one

september 29th, 2009 Inga kommentarer

Knows you about who I am

Have you consulted about me?

I will evidently cover an error

I am the third wheel in a playing

Knew you about that I know about it

Who of yours will disclose the truth?

One takes me pursue stupid

Moreover, one drives over me without intending

I have already entire tragedy in the head

It has each there all the time

I have already begun type for the world

Anyone can read it

It is up to people what judgement believes on

However, always is it some as know

Moreover, always is it some as agree with

I will not play stupid longer

However, I will not say somewhat highly

I Will retype it insted

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Dream away

september 29th, 2009 Inga kommentarer
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I look back on my big idol

My biggest friend everything against this world

I know with it he typed most of everything

Miss way off my ethnic entire life

Suspect for a row different things and you danced in in my life

Always, I intend back when I see and consult you

In the middle of all violence and horrible memories so be you with me

People intend you only as one popicon and idol

For myself was you more and it comes always to last so

Someone that I did not need to be cautious would hurt me

You hurter me never

You loved me as person and had done the believed mine problems

Team the song in this tune is from the film E.T. and you loved imagination world

Fly away from the reality and it lets that when I dream

Hope always on it best and may bite in the sour apple that you done

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Insane

september 29th, 2009 Inga kommentarer

You are the sun that shines without problems

You name us everyone pursue what we are

Moreover, all other is poor and content loose

If I scold on poor, behaviour becomes the error

Scolds you if problems are it court

You give me one Heart attack before scheduled time

I drink and smoke

I were kicked and kick-sleds back

In addition, the words I consulted of men and women hit back

But gentleman god not Carina she that is so mild

Most believes I accept something

It gives me poorly feeling

Forced people not read it I typed

I anticipated that you would not like it you saw

Apologize in order to I do not fall in your spirit

I feel poorly as damn

I am not astonished over your reaction

What that is not in your taste disappears quickly

Understands that it falls away like I do

I die earlier in this life with everyone bester certain

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Sanna rocks!

september 29th, 2009 Inga kommentarer

Haha you are fucking unbelievable ha-ha the one I can stand in all kinds of wheatears.

Sanna you are unbelievable once and a while I reading your blog . Moreover, the funniest things are. We are through a faze in life seems like.

You just make it fun to reading about even if it is hard times, your laughter and kind of way’s to express your self in is the best!

I fallow your blog some times and it makes me start to think…many people is just like me…and then I start to laughing…your mood is up and down like mine. I think we belong to same world, ha-ha you just laughing and yes people ask a lot. However, I do not cear about that. You are fucking crazy, nice and funny. I needed to read your blog today. To face that we are so similar with eachother…it`s all most creepy to see.

Ha-ha, I think we both are crazy and we live the same confusing life. As fast as I reading about you, I start to smile. Your words and sentences make it fun!

You can speak for your self and I like to sit and listen to what you have to say about things. Of courst, I like you.

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Michael Jackson Lives on forever

september 28th, 2009 Inga kommentarer
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What a day

september 28th, 2009 Inga kommentarer

This is me the owner of the blog, I promised I would not show my self in picture but I changed my mind, everything spins round…I almost doesn’t know what day it is…

Had a huge panic attack yesterday and it almost kill me when I have those…hard for the one that stands beside? I do not try to escape my problems because I cannot its fucking obvious that they are in my life. So do not even say I do not know about them! I do not cear less about that figurant in my darker room. She will die if she approaches me in wrong way…just for you to know…mey seem a bit crazy for you people. However, I am just honest about my feels, habits, and life!

Carina the crazy as bitch for every one else but for me just a normal Carina with old habits and some whom that stand left inside me. That makes my anger and hatred come forth. I do not think anyone else can do anything about. I do not expect people to understand or stay for that matters this is I yes! I love you my darling no doubt about that. Every day away is like hell and today I am in better mood then yesterday because I will go to you!

Me the owner of the blog:)

Me the owner of the blog:)

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Squere dance indeed.

september 27th, 2009 Inga kommentarer

I am never fond longer

I do not blame on you or you

It is only so clear

Everything is straight before me

Nevertheless, you cannot only say that it is

You care yourself the half of what I say

For everything turns to that it is across wrong

Can you not only take your responsibility?

I know that you have ethnic in the bed

Believes you not I know that you got tired

As I said will not die today or tomorrow

And your defence to why nothing is good

Believes you it is across wrong that you must run around

Plays no role has tried trust you

You knocked me with the world’s replies sometimes

Permanent you do not see it, perhaps is I not so honest all the time

I am tired on playing mild and stupid before ethnic

Only submit me to die as everyone other

Only submit me with open sows and faith you have to sow correct

Faith you are sow good without deficiencies and wrong

I tell gladly for the world that you are not it only

I shit in what you buy to me

I am not up after billions

Is not up after that few waited on on silver plates

If you choose to have more one me so gets it to stand for you

I never will fail someone so a lot

I forever will speak free and honest

My intentions were not to get you to feel poorly

My intentions were not to get you to know you so bored

Agree to your black dressed fools that take and does not give

Agree to those the black dressed sex miss farmers

So that you call me pursue then and then

Take a damn reflection on what damn I am for you

I want to get away to impose my time terribly honest spoken

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